Showing posts with label From Matt Holloway's Personal Desk. Show all posts
Showing posts with label From Matt Holloway's Personal Desk. Show all posts

Sunday, January 13, 2019

It's Time To Change.


Dear Friends, Readers, Viewers & Listeners,

I began The #HollowNet podcast on the Lanterns Media Network almost two years ago with a vision of creating a different kind of conservative podcast/talk-show. Despite the best intentions I had, the product that I've been creating has been seriously insufficient in that respect. Try as I might to be unique, I find myself sounding a lot like many other voices on the right, calling out the stories that boil my blood, confound my reason and bring gloom to my soul. I comment on these stories weekly, providing snippy acerbic responses, wash, rinse & repeat. It just isn't good enough, and now something has to change.

As many of you may know but some may not, The #HollowNet as of last week was the only remaining active podcast on The Lanterns Media Network roster. Some shows have taken hiatus, some have moved on to different networks where I will continue to follow them and wish them success and happiness while others have simply ceased production with no announcement or ceremony. That last bit, is not what I'm doing now.

As I said, this needs to change. I cannot continue bringing you The #HollowNet Podcast such as it is in it's current form, when I look at this website I see two things, over a year's worth of good work yes, but also... a monument to my ego & vanity. I have so many questions that I need to answer before I can come before you again and ask you to read, watch & listen to my content, let alone support it (in no particular order):

  • Is what I am creating of sufficiently high quality as to be worthy of your time, attention and support?
  • Is what I'm creating helping? Locally? Regionally? Nationally?
  • Am I bridging the ideological gulf or widening it?
  • Am I educating people or simply reinforcing their echo chambers?
  • Am I providing new and valuable insight with nuance or have I become another partisan hack?
  • Is what I am creating pleasing to the Lord?
  • Is what I am producing worthy of the time taken away from my family and from gainful pursuits that can increase their quality of life?
  • Is what I'm doing to create this content healthy? ( So much of what I read and watch in order to create content is very damaging to the soul.)
I cannot answer these questions right now. And it may take me some time before I can. Thought, prayer, humility and grace will be required. Thank you all for sticking with me these last 12 months, through ups and downs, I know some of you have been with me even longer and I cannot thank you enough.

Know, that I have every intention to continue creating content for you, whether it takes the form of a podcast, short-form Youtube/Bitchute videos or more writing I cannot yet say. But this is not the end, not for The #HollowNet and not for me, it is simply as I said: Time To Change. Until then my friends, God bless you & God bless The United States of America.

Sincerely,
Matthew D. Holloway
"A Deux lux Nostra"
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Sunday, October 15, 2017

Don't Be Afraid.

We're approaching Halloween, and at this time of year we try very hard to scare ourselves, scare our friends, family and even children all in a sense of good albeit mischevious fun. I sat down tonight and thought: What is the most important message that I could give to my nation, my generation and my children? It was simple: Don't be afraid.

Look around you, check your social media feeds (go ahead I'll wait here in the other tab/window...) you're going to find post after post, story after story, videos in the millions designed to do one very simple thing: make you afraid in order to motivate you into doing something. The idea is to make you afraid enough to buy something, go somewhere, do something, say something. They'll scare you to make you vote, they'll scare you to make you protest, they'll scare you to make you violent. Above all other things people who are afraid, are people who OBEY.

Fear is a primal response which forces binary thinking, fight or fly, for or against, Pro-Trump or Never-Trump, resist or submit. Binary thinking is a logical fallacy in almost every possible situation. If you can be made afraid enough, your most basic possible thought process in the oldest part of our brains driven by adrenaline forces you to make what can be the worst decisions of your life. What the powers of social media and group-think have done is to powerfully enhance our most base possible instincts. Rather than setting us free intellectually, the readily available flow of uninhibited information is regressing us to our primal, savage natures.

Today we live in a world where rights that were held two centuries ago as beyond contestation and to paraphrase the Declaration of independence were "truths (held) to be self-evident" are under constant and sustained attack. We have a President who in the face of some of the most biased media coverage in history has candidly raised the question of whether or not the truthfullness of the Press or rather the flagrant lack thereof can or should be policed and if so by whom? We have hundreds of thousands of people, movie stars and politicians alike decrying the uninfringed right to bear arms, long held sacrosanct as the final resort to preserve a free nation. It's all about fear. The way societies have traditionally surrendered their rights has always been through the surreptitious administration and steady exploitation of fear.

I don't want my sons or anyone's to grow up afraid that they will be judged and held indirectly responsible for the crimes of other, unrelated, men who lived and died in this nation a century before their ancestors arrived here all through the fallacy of "white privilege". And it is only through fear and anger that such a concept can flourish the unholy fusion of anger at the past atrocities of slavery, racism and oppression combined with the fear of the same renewed again. All people are responsible only for their own individual behavior and that of the children they raise. The only path forward for our society is through love, brotherhood & individual responsibility as Dr. King himself put it:
"And herein lies our responsibility. We are not responsible for the environment we are born in, neither are we responsible for our hereditary circumstances. But there is a third factor for which we are responsible namely, the personal response which we make to these circumstances.”
The most important lesson I can ever teach to my three little boys, which I can and must pass on: Is that while fear can be useful as a motivator to avoid injury or danger, fear of dissappointing a loved one can be a positive behavioural force or the fear of consequences can guide our morality: Fear is something to keep tamed, curbed and in check. We must rule our fear, or we can and certainly will be ruled by it, and by those who wield it.

Don't be manipulated into hating your countrymen. Don't be motivated to act outside of the truths you hold to be self-evident. Don't be controlled. Be free my countrymen and #Don'tBeAfraid.

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Monday, May 15, 2017

Dear Liberal Progressives and SJWs: Tolerance Works Both Ways


My dear fellow American’s of the Progressive, Liberal and Social Justice persuasions,

Hi! It’s me Matt! It’s come to my attention that it is becoming increasingly difficult for you to tolerate people whose opinions differ from your own! Confused? I KNOW! It seems completely irrational that others have opinions that differ from your own. But my, oh my, the evidence just seems to keep stacking up! It’s really nothing to scream about or compare graduating students to the KKK over. You’re even freaking out over Miss America’s stunningly straight forward answer to the politically loaded question of “Do you think affordable healthcare for all US citizens is a right or a privaledge and why?”:

“I’m definitely going to say it’s a privilege, As a government employee, I’m granted health care. And I see firsthand that for one, to have health care, you need to have jobs, so therefore we need to continue to cultivate this environment that we’re given the opportunity to have health care as well as jobs so that (sic) all the American citizens worldwide.”

I was extremely pleased at the erudite and direct manner in which the 25-year-old Kára McCullough acquitted herself and quite accurately stated the truth of the matter: No one is entitled to healthcare or any other service for that matter. Oh yes, that’s right: healthcare is a service as the labor of medical professionals and their varied support staff both skilled and unskilled is coupled with a myriad of privately developed products it creates the SERVICE of healthcare. Furthermore, the high degree of sophistication of both the services and products here in the United States are the direct result of a robust profit motive combined with the goal of compassionate healing.

My dear distraught friends there are two truths you must grapple with here: You are in no way entitled to the labors of your fellow man, and you are required as the weregild of your right to believe and express whatever you wish, to allow for others with contrary beliefs to express them just the same.

In order to justify and allow for your own freedom of speech, press, free assembly and religion *(or lack thereof). You are required to not only allow, but indeed to welcome those that oppose you. Conservatives and establishment Republicans take heed as well, this applies to all of us.

Two minutes of screaming at the sight of a sign that bears the name of the President and an opposing political slogan does not make for a cogent, or respectful expression of your political opinion. It doesn’t impress anyone or do anything to impress upon others the validity of your views and has no hope of changing hearts and minds.

I strongly recommend alternative tactics of discourse, such as:
  • Speaking in a normal, intelligible and respectful tone. 
  • Avoiding condescencion or derision.
  • Listening with the intent to understand.
  • Weighting debatable topics in the lights of logic, science and history.
  • Accepting and respecting that some principles are central and immovable to others.
  • Allowing for diversity of thought and belief.
For too long our nation has been divided along idealogical lines, in order to find peace and unity as a country we must first find the ability to tolerate one another, individually and as groups in the body politic.

Good night and God bless.

Matt Holloway
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Wednesday, December 7, 2016

Finding The Holloways


In the early 19th century, sometime between 1800 and 1830 the Holloway brothers arrived at the small fishing village of Catalina, Newfoundland, my Grandfather Clarence Holloway was born, raised and lived his early adulthood in St. John’s starting in 1926. Everything I don’t know for certain happened between.  From what I’ve been able to gather I’m descended from the rather prolific Bonavista Bay branch of the Holloways, and therein lies the rub. There is an expression in Newfoundland to describe uncertain familial relations “I’m tangled up with dat crowd somehow” and for my situation it’s quite apt.

In his GENEALOGY OF THE ABANDONED SETTLEMENTS OF BARROW HARBOUR, LITTLE HARBOUR, BROOM CLOSE AND SAILOR'S ISLAND, BONAVISTA BAY., W. Roy Babstock tells us:"The most rapid natural increase (about 50 births) occurred in the 1840s and 1850s, with the population peaking at nearly 100 in 1860. About 35-40 children were born into 5 different HOLLOWAY families and 4 MATCHIM families during this span."            

 It was after Babstock’s “most rapid natural increase” that my Great Grandfather Wilfred was born in 1899. As a result of large families begetting large families with a healthy sprinkling of good fortune the population of Holloways living around Bonavista Bay positively exploded throughout the 19th and into the 20th century centered around Musgravetown, Bloomfield and Lethbridge and to a lesser extent at White Rock and Red Cliff Island  where William Holloway’s plantation stood.

The Holloway line endured the staggering losses Newfoundland suffered in the First World War (represented in Wilfrid Holloway, Royal Newfoundland Regiment and Nicholas Holloway, Newfoundland Naval Reserve respectively) through World War II and into the baby boom which further swelled the size of the family.I was first able to locate my Great Grandparents in the 1935 Census of St. John’s  which showed that Wilfred and his wife Alice Holloway (nee Hoddinott of Greenspond) lived in Portland, Newfoundland on Bonavista Bay up to 1921 when their first daughter Ina Louise was born. This would turn out to be a rather large discovery as in 1922 it’s recorded that Wilfred’s eldest son, my Great Uncle Lloyd was born in St. John’s. To the layman observer (as I was at that time) this seemed minor, only after a more in depth study of Newfoundland’s culture did the significance of this moment hit me: in 1921-22 Wilfred Holloway ceased to be a bayman like so many of his fathers before him, and his sons and future daughters would grow up “In Town”. It was at this time that Wilfred’s listed profession changed from fisherman to laborer indicating that the transformation was not merely geographic but vocational and cultural as well.

The 19th century Holloways are where my focus lies presently, this is where the line has become “tangled”. Babstock referred to a population of nearly 35-40 children spread over five major family groups as of 1860. The question is: Which one is mine? Records during this time focused mainly around baptism as civil record keeping did not standardize until the mid 1890’s. And even then the new civil lists simply integrated the older parish lists. The trouble there is that some of the Holloways in those days converted from the United Church to the Methodist Church where some of them received baptism again. See? “Tangled”.

The best fruits of my research, located the origin of the first name “Leslie” passed on into its fourth iteration with my little brother Leslie Clarence Holloway III this and weeks of poring over marriage and baptism lists, eliminating false positives seem to indicate that Wilfred was the son of James M & Rebecca Holloway (nee Greening of Musgravetown) and brother of Leslie B. Holloway of White Rock, where James was born in 1863. Further digging showed me that James’ father was William Holloway of Red Cliff as shown in his 1898 marriage record. An examination of the will of Charles Quinton in 1855 revealed his dispensation of fishing equipment to his sons stored “Near William Holloway’s Plantation on Red Cliff Island”.Combined with the emergence of the “Leslie” first name: Why is Red Cliff Island important? This is where family lore comes into play.

As a child I recall my Grandfather Clarence Leslie (Originally Leslie Clarence), my father Leslie Clarence Holloway Jr. and in 2013 my eldest surviving Great Aunt Madeline telling of how the Holloways were a proud fishing family and were once quite well off in Newfoundland having received a large grant of land from the crown that had to be abandoned due to a storm in the late 1800’s and which to date no one has reclaimed… I was only missing the name: Red. Cliff. Island. And sure enough records show the area surrounding Red Cliff Island repeatedly struck by Hurricanes in 1866, 1873, 1886, 1891 and again in 1893. Five direct hits in as many decades would make a convincing case for a family to abandon the Island for the relative safety and prosperity of the southern Bonavista bay.According to satellite images several buildings in severely dilapidated condition still stand on Red Cliff Island, but from what I can tell the island is at present: unpopulated. Could this be the “Holloway Estate” granted us by King George IV or King William IV, or possibly even the legendarily generous Queen Victoria? And what great service would warrant such a gift?

 Enter Commodore-Governor of Newfoundland (1821-1835) and veteran of three wars Admiral John Holloway. Admiral Holloway’s immediate family is easy to find in the British Census of the day, however, records of his siblings and cousins have not survived and his only son died heirless. Which begs the question: are the Holloways of Bonavista Bay a cadet branch of the ennobled Holloway line? Were the original two brothers the Bonavista Holloways tell of: William and Steven Holloway? Were these two who appear in Newfoundland records at Catalina in 1805 brothers or cousins of Admiral Holloway? Perhaps nephews even?

The very proliferation of the Holloways throughout the 19th century seems to suggest wealth and political favour, whereas so many other families either barely survived those tumultuous times or even went extinct entirely: the Holloways flourished and still do today. We number in the hundreds perhaps thousands still concentrated most tightly on Bonavista Bay, and spread further to St. John’s where my Grandfather’s family reposes, to the Day-Holloways of Hamilton, Ontario children of my Great Uncle Graham, the New Jersey Holloways of my father’s generation, the Virginia Holloways: my younger brother and sisters and finally the Arizona Holloways, my wife, my older sister, my sons and I.

In my fascination (nay obsession) with learning what seemed to be the cryptic mystery of the Holloway line, I unexpectedly developed a deep love of Newfoundland’s history and culture. Everything from Lief Erikson’s Vikings to the Governorship of Admiral John Holloway, the formation of the Fishermen’s Union on through the political transitions from Crown Colony to Dominion into the Government Commission and finally Confederation absolutely fascinate me. From my own conservative political inclinations the decision of Newfoundland to abolish responsible government in favor of a Crown commission is an amazing contrast to the American colonial history culminating in our independence, no less fascinating or enthralling either. When faced with overwhelming political corruption versus the moral certainty of Crown rule, Newfoundlanders embraced the Crown which speaks extraordinarily to what I perceive to be deeply traditional values.I believe I’ve finally solved the riddle to a certain extent, though I’m still quite “tangled” with my “cousins” on the bay as I’ve come to call them for lack of a more precise term. Today I’ll ply the Phoenix freeways home with my Great Big Sea playlist running, I’ll try to figure out how to properly prepare Codfish, and tonight I’ll sing my boys to sleep with what’s become their favorite lullaby I’se the b’y.

I’ve found the Holloways and learned that while I’m certainly a mainlander, I am none-the-less the son of a Newfoundlander’s son. To the Bonavista Bay Holloways, me b’ys I say: I’ll drop over ‘round by and by, Stay where you’re at ‘till I comes where your to.

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Tuesday, December 6, 2016

It’s Nicholas’ & Daniel’s First Christmas, and it’s Under Attack… Again




My wife and I have three wonderful sons, our eldest Jack is three and our twins of eight months are Daniel and little Nicholas. Jack is majorly excited about Christmas as our family always makes a big deal about the lights and the tree, cookies & Santa Clause. Since becoming parents my wife and I have made more of an effort also renew my family’s tradition of observing the Advent and teaching our boys the story of the nativity.

Every single year we talk about “The War on Christmas” ad nauseum in every medium. I’ve worked Sales and Retail and now Project Management for years and every year I see and feel the politically correct gravitational pull to refer to the “Holiday Tree” and wish everyone “Happy Holidays” rather than mentioning the “C” word for fear of offending non-Christians.

The current story du jure’ comes to us from Fox 8 in Oregon specifically titled “Oregon school district bans Santa from classrooms, seeks religious tolerance”. I have been a sucker for this kind of click bait for years and you know what? I just…don’t….care anymore. I just can’t possibly give any less of a fornication. I’m a Dad, I have been for three years now and by God I really mean it I just don’t care about the “War on Christmas” we’re supposed to buy into and get indignant about. Every. Damned. Year.

What do I care about? Teaching my little boys that on December 25th every year we celebrate the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ and that the way we celebrate it has been changed and been molded by various cultures through the ages that added and took away aspects as they saw fit. Some kept the message of Christ’s birth intact and others didn’t. Some people have devolved Christmas to simply “The Season of Giving” highlighting the generosity and gift giving associated with it. Some people don’t do Christmas at all, and that’s fine.

Our Jewish friends celebrate Hanukkah as they have through the ages, our Muslim neighbors will observe Ramadan and our Hindi brethren will celebrate Diwali. An African-American academic, Dr. Maulana Karenga came up with Kwanza in 1966 to celebrate African culture, that’s cool. Let them all celebrate what they will, all of them. Everyone: just enjoy it, whatever it is, even if it’s just Netflix and Chill. To quote Firefly’s Shepard Book “I don't care what you believe in, just believe in it.” (May Ron Glass Rest in Peace).

In my home, in my church and in my family we celebrate Christmas, both on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. We try to keep up with Advent and teaching our kids the faith behind the holiday. We open Christmas presents here beneath a Christmas tree. That’s what we do. You do yours and we’ll do ours and I’ll wish you a Merry Christmas and you can wish me what you like. I’m done with it, let’s all just grow up and let each other be.


May the Lord bless you and Keep you, may he make his face to shine upon you, lift his countenance unto you and bring you peace, not a war on this holy season.

Photo By Thomas Wolf (Der Wolf im Wald) - Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=5654073
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Wednesday, November 23, 2016

How I Became a Political Commentator Overnight & Achieved my Childhood Dream






I’ve wanted to be a writer ever since I can remember. In Middle School a few students and I started a school newspaper since we lacked one and felt the High School paper was ignoring us. In High School I took journalism, and sat on the Editorial Board of the very same paper I felt snubbed us (I even covered my first election there in 2004 and a teacher’s contract dispute!), I edited the interactive yearbook and the poetry magazine… so I was a literary nerd!

On came college where I enrolled to study journalism and broadcast and that’s where things fell apart. Life intervened and tragedy struck my family… over and over and over again: we lost my brother and both of my maternal grandparents (whom we lived with and helped raise my sister and I) within the course of a few years. I was in a bad place, and my family decided to move across the country and start over, I reluctantly joined them and trekked from New Jersey to Arizona in 2006.
With the need to pay rent being paramount I shoved aside my collegiate aspirations for a career in sales. I thought my dream was over. Life went on though and I met my wonderful wife, married, bought a home & we were blessed with our amazing kids. But it still nagged at me.. I wanted to write, and I wanted to write commentary on the news and the politics happening around me. Now, I had been reading TheBlaze.com and watching TheBlaze TV since they launched on September 12, 2012. TheBlaze is a great organization that I always wanted to work for but seemingly couldn’t find the front door into.

I began writing on a public Facebook page and blogging here on LinkedIn in 2014-2015 but it seemed like a barely justifiable hobby until February 4th 2016 when I started reaching out to every professional I could find at TheBlaze via LinkedIn asking how I could get my content in front of the right people. Catherine Astalos who was National Account Director at TheBlaze, recommended I apply to become a Contributor.

After a lot of revisions (I mean a lot of them, just ask my editor) I anxiously submitted my first story to TheBlaze regarding the National Popular Vote Interstate compact. I averaged about one story a month through June until I received permission to cover Donald Trump’s Phoenix Rally on June 18th. Admittedly the live-stream didn’t go as well as I’d hoped but it was the realization of a dream I’ve had since I was 11 years old! Soon after that I covered an Anti-Clinton protest in Phoenix, interviewed Dr. Kelli Ward about her run against Sen. John McCain and just recently launched my own blog on blogspot. I've also had the great pleasure to be a guest to The Chris Merrill Show on 550KFYI here in Phoenix.

Just this month I posted my latest story to TheBlaze titled “A Constitutionalist argument for Trump: Congress'​ ability to impeach”.

It has been an absolutely exhilarating ride and I have so many people to thank: starting with my family of course and my supportive Wife. LinkedIn truly made this all possible for me, had I not been able to connect to Catherine Astalos none of this would’ve happened, so thank you LinkedIn and thank you Catherine! Thank you to the Editors at TheBlaze who made my work shine and gave me the support I needed to succeed: Jake Hancock, Sarah Rivette & Kate Scanlon are the best and brightest I’ve ever seen. Thank you also to Mateen Aini who with Jake made my Facebook Live streams possible. Everyone at TheBlaze has shown amazing patience and guidance to me and I will be forever grateful. My thanks also go out to Chris Merrill for giving a new commentator some time! Chris provided me with fantastic exposure and always challenges my conclusions, making me better myself.

Here are a few bullet-points on how I got here:
·        Be Persistent- “Never, never, never, never give up.”- Sir Winston Churchill. Persistence prevails, hard work and steadfast dedication are the keys to success.
·        Be Faithful- “I am not called to be successful, I am called to be faithful” –Mother Theresa. Funny enough given that being faithful and trustworthy leads to success, it is a product of them.
·        Be Humble-“The less people speak of their greatness the more we think of it.”- Sir Francis Bacon. It may be ironic citing humility as a strength while telling the story of what I consider my chief professional achievement so far but, humility in your day to day life is key.
·        Be Grateful- “Yes, every day will end and everyday will start with a grateful prayer and a thankful heart.”- A Muppet Christmas Carol. Be grateful for everything in your life, for every bump and bruise and every triumphant moment; for it is these moments that have molded you and formed you.


Don’t give up on that dream of yours, no matter how much time and adversity have passed… You can still do it! Start right now, literally RIGHT NOW! Don’t linger on what could have been go to sleep each night with a grateful prayer and a thankful heart knowing that you at least TRIED! Thanks for reading.

Originally Published on LinkedIn at https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/how-i-became-political-commentator-overnight-achieved-holloway
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